Story of our lives (after outbreak)

Its been weeks after the the incident happen and until now i cant get over it. Maybe because its not an overnight process, it will takes some time to over come such trauma. So for the mean time i would stay with my parents house during the weekdays and weekends with my hubby in our own home. Its very hard on my part because i cant be with my hubby even if i want to. There are times i just want a hug after a toxic day from work or just an ordinary day that i misses my hubby and want to hug him but i cant. Its really a trial on part since i cant overcome the fear of leaving alone at night in our own house because of the incident. I pray to GOD that sooner i will be brave enough and have the courage again.